Writing MY Way to Healing

Im steady tryin to keep a good heart To see the good in those who simply just aren't  Making excuses to justify actions  Instead of seeing things for how they are  I guess I'm a good person and that is what sets us apart I would save anyone but save myself  Solve everyones problems because they aren't mine  I won't ever have anything; I give up my wealth  I don't do many things that benefit myself  Seeing others happy is what drives me  But is it worth sacrificing my mental health?  I'm steady tryin to keep a good heart To see the good in those that just arent  I would save everyone but save myself

Storm of My Life My thoughts flowed through my mind like a cloud flowing over the sunshine.  Negativity clouded over me  the wind trying to push me  my brain like a fog  that didn't fade away.  I tried to stay sunny  but I turned dark instead  cynical thoughts,  they took over my head. For this is the storm  of my life  filled with thunder and strife but one day... the storm will calm  the sun will come back out and blooming flowers like me will start to stick around